Ok
Firstly and the most important thing that I have noticed is that my blog will never have read for a person.
Next, I here to speak and think to myself.
my grammar is so fucking bad an I dont interested in comments about that.
Why in English?
well. Why not?
I have been faked by a person, and no.
is not a fucking girl, well they always finish to fake me but tonight thats not the point.
But i wont tell a story about a person who now is a non-wellcome person in my life and if
I see him again I will kill him.
But now, the greatest point of this discussion is... What fucking I will do with my life????????
I am near to the 30s, I mean 28 is near so near to the middle of my life.
in this moment I dont have job and I dont wanna a frustrating job again. Deal with stupid people
doing everything so well and finally be fired because as I am single and I am intelligent I can be fired, because the other people has family and they need their job.
Well, I wont do the same error again. I want a job. ok I can deal this part. I want to belong to a company that I could feel comfortable. Not only working but living with some kind of "peace".
Doing my best and being a part of a second, truly and sincerous kind of "family". Because we need to be honest, 8, 9 or 10 hours per day in a work is a third part of a day...
When I was a child I thought that I would be an important person, doing important things.
The fact is I dont know what to do with my stupid life now. I dont know what to do but what to dont want in my life.
I dont want to have a mediocre job, a mediocre existence.
I want the same thing that all people want "happiness"
I need to do a list with the wrong things and those I want to have in my life...
